exceptionally gifted
the thing they don’t tell you about being exceptionally gifted is that it will take you an exceptionally long time to purge the falsehoods you clung to as fact
now I Am falling
fast
I Am confused
where did I stumble?
I didn’t stumble because the thing about being exceptionally gifted is that I Am the embodiment of anticipated outcomes
I account for anomalies. I don’t stumble.
now it doesn’t matter how many times I repeat these beliefs I committed to with my entirety, because I Am Falling.
and it’s painful
why can’t i feel the liberation inherent in a fall
there are no ridges or grooves to hold on
time no longer exists
no no no
time, timing, plans, planning, anomalies, i don’t stumble
stable, grounded, focused, direct
lost? who me?
I Am exceptionally gifted
I Am lost and I Am found
I Am exceptionally gifted